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Story of my life 2

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Dammit- Blink 182

I have no idea where this is going
SHE....
Let's call her Misty.
And the other friend will be Lilly.
Lilly's boyfriend is Skye.
My distant friend will be Violet.
My crush friend can be Fox.
And my gay friend... Jasper.
Now I'm writing the report,


On loosing,


And failing.

Misty's crush had split with his girlfriend,
So it was now her mission to go after him.
Sure, go ahead.
I was there, we were fine,


And I was hoping we could pretend it's ok.

We did for a while.
Everything was good, back to pretty much normal.
Only she was after a boy this time and I was just trying to finish my book.
She started the story of the book, but she ditched it for a boy.
It got passed down to me, I took it.
Now I work on it by myself.
Well I guess this is growing up.

But something happened.
She started leaving things out.
Important things.
Like she got a new phone, and forgot mention a new number.
I told her I wanted to go see a movie with her,
She took her crush instead, sneak preview.
Lets call him Matt.
She forgot to mention, however, that she went on a 'date' with Matt.



And it happened once again.
She ignored me when I said something about it,


Instead of just telling me it was a date.
She got offended.
She got offended?
If you say so.


 


I mean I guess that I get it,


It’s probably my fault for not being supportive enough.


But the problem was that as much as I tried, I couldn’t.


It’s alright to tell me what you think about me.


I won’t try to argue,


Or hold it against you.



Says she wanted me to come to a play somewhere I'm not comfortable in, forgets to mention she's in it.
And then an email saying 'oh and I kissed Matt, btw'


I don’t know about you,
But I don't think that's a 'by the way' moment.


When I move,


I’m flailing now.



First kiss?
A little more exciting than that.
Turns out she and Matt were official since three days before hand.
Must have just completely overlooked that detail.
So I turned to a friend, someone who understands.

Violet had never heard me cry on the phone before,
And honestly,
Neither had I.
While later talking to Lilly,


I decided this charade won't last long.

I sent her an email.
When she replied she finally told me the details.
Except one thing, about the kiss.
Why?
I'm not sure.


She must have her reasons.



She's always saying how I don't know how busy she is and gets super offended.
I wish she could see the sad look on my face.

Are we friends now?
I don't know if she wants to be.
She doesn't seem to want me to know to much.
What ever happened to the master plan?
Is it a new plan?
Am I not in this one?
Well I guess I'll just face this on my own.

It kills me to see her on the arm of that guy.
I don't think it's jealousy, because it doesn’t feel that way.


I just feel like she’s been taken away from me.
I don't blame Matt, he knows nothing.


When he’s gone,


I’ll still come back.

I'm trying to figure out what Misty wants from me right now.
Am I mad?
Honestly...



No.



To be completely honest,
I'm worried.


With the steps that I retrace,
This is not the Misty I knew.
And it's definitely not the Misty I'm going to know.



The real Misty would never give up, especially on people.
The real Misty would never NOT tell me about this stuff.
The real Misty walked with joy and love, always.


The real Misty wasn’t offended so easily, and always laughed it off.
The real Misty chewed out the bullies with me, not against me.
The real Misty... I have to go find her now.

And everybody's gone
I've been here for to long,
To face this on my own,
Well I guess this is growing up.

I cant figure out why i randomly have spacing issues, but its really annoying
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